Living in the same house but yet we don’t say a word .. I’m feeling sick and alone , uncomfortable and worthless … Maybe eventually I’ll be worth it. I miss sleeping next to you & laughing at the world will this get easier or should I prepare for the worst .
its time for me to give up everything i had in the past . I confessed to all my wrong doings and now its time for me to watch things fall into place either they do or they don’t. One thing i know is i will never give up on my love for you & all the memories we’ve shared you were my first love & will be my last .. I’ve lost my only true friend over me trying to impress someone so i can fit in … i was being fake and thats not me i wish i could take it all back i miss her i miss our friendship . maybe if i move away where i know no one i can start fresh and meet new people and began a new life instead of being in a town where i feel alone and where everyone hates me .
It meant nothing . I never meant to ruin my realtionship and loose my bestfriend . I wish there was a time machine and i could go back and time and change that night. May has been a awful month everythings falling apart and im loosing the most important people to me.
I want it all back
